Burning down the house!

I had a really strange dream yesterday night. So strange that I don't even feel comfortable talking about it publicly even though almost no one reads this...I don't usually like complaining but my life sucks right now. This past week has probably been one of the suckiest of my life. And I've had pretty bad ones. I'm trying to stay positive but it's tough. I've been ignoring people again. Work is good though! My job is fairly easy which is nice. Right at this moment I'm sitting in my car waiting for my 10pm-1am shift to start. I was trying to fall asleep in my car but my back seat is not very comfortable + I'm afraid I'll wake up late.

I'm registering for next semester already. I'm trying to pack all my classes into 2 days and it's kinda working. 6 classes as opposed to 4 will be hard but I think I can do it! I'll just need way more coffee. Today in ad class we watched a documentary called "art & copy" about the ad world. In my opinion it was kinda cheesy but it made some really good general points. Taking risks in life is so important. It's all about the decisions we make and facing them without fear. Sometimes I like to think that I'm quite fearless and that I love challenges but when it comes to thinking about my future I'm still really hesitant. Watching the movie I realized that the ad business requires a lot of commitment, I just want to make sure my heart is in this. Watching the video though I sort of realized that this profession describes exactly what I want to do for a living. I want to be an artist and I'm ambitious enough to believe that I can change the world through this medium. I have other plans in life though and I don't want my career to be my primary focus. I hate growing up!

I've changed some of my radio stations in my car! I'm back to listening to classic rock and puck rock and plain old rock + some cheesy classical music. I'm so in the mood for change! I'm currently obsessed with the Talking Heads' "Burning Down the House". I don't know what it talks about (should probably look up the lyrics) but I love the beat haha. Plus I love this rainy weather, it makes me a little happy.

I feel like I had so much more to say but I guess not. This is it! I really hope I dream something awesome soon ^_^

Rainy days in the woods! Reminds me of my almost perfect childhood in good ol' Mexico =D