Monday, July 30, 2012

Life is awesome/weird/confusing

Today is Monday! it feels like I had a good day? maybe? I really can't tell. Summer is almost over. I am almost 21...I have been dreaming every single night.
Saturday I had a dream that two of my friends and I were on some sort of death row locked in a basement and we prepared a crazy elaborate and very genius way to escape...we escaped just when it was our turn to hang. It wasn't scary but definitely something odd to dream about.
On Friday I dreamt that I was in a city full of skyscrapers with awesome lighting at night. And I had a freaking cool racing car and I was driving the opposite way because, well it was a strange land and I guess I was confused ha ha. I think it was Tokyo!
Last night's dream was me in a car driving for hours through the desert, just looking out the window and thinking. Pretty peaceful compared to the other ones!
Today was eventful. For a Monday. I had to get coffee and then drink energy shots and I still felt like I was buried 6 feet down. Yeesh, I'm so happy it is almost over >.< PAY CHECK WEDNESDAY! Biggest one yet...OH YEEEEAAAAUUUH!!!! Happy August?

In a red corvette driving through this city...would be nice :D 

Monday, July 9, 2012

Sizzling!


Bleh it is way too hot in California.

I have been dreaming almost every day it is so creepy.
The last dream I remember was of me walking around this really huge building, it seemed like I was back in high school. Anyway, I was looking all around and I felt so out of place because all the girls were teenagers and they were whispering things in each other's ears and giggling. I felt like they were mocking me because I was older and could not share in their trivialities. It felt really strange and kind of depressing. I guess I have been thinking about getting older lately. I mean, sometimes it seems like time goes by so slowly but other times it seems like a whole year has passed and you don't feel any different, that not a lot of things have changed...at least not enough things. I just don't like the feeling of growing older. It's crazy because I don't usually dream the subconscious things in my head, my dreams are usually fun and exciting or creepy and mysterious. This one was really obvious.

I feel like going to the beach! and the movies! Let's see what I dream next :D