muahaha!

Life isn't so sucky lately! New week and I have realized that I have a bunch of old and new friends I need to catch up with. People have been texting me and making plans, I'm very happy because I need the distraction. This week I'm seeing a couple friends from CU then going to a grad party with other friends and  meeting a really old friend on Sunday that I have not seen in years. YAY!!!! Work is great, I have so much work but I am determined to be the best at what I do and I think I'm getting better :)

I haven't done much to talk about, just eating a lot of crummy things and I just bought a box of eclairs that I plan to take to work tomorrow. I have been netflixing a lot, watching all season of Malcolm in the Middle because I just think that show is hilarious! Haven't done anything smart lately like read a book but hopefully I can get back to reading The Stand... Also our band is hopefully going to start recording soon and we will have our own Youtube channel! That's exciting.

Anyway, hopefully I can  get some time to myself before school starts again! Oh! and I'm super excited for Clay to come back to Cali in August!!! I can't wait to see him :) yay.



Eclairs make me happy :)



Longest day of the year

Yesterday was the longest day of the year. It was hot and gross. And I was a little depressed. There is nothing like being heartbroken twice in a span of two months. I think in a way it makes you stronger though, like nothing could hurt you now. I have always feared people leaving my life...and not coming back. It is actually my biggest fear in life which is why I meet people a lot but I don't necessarily get too close to them. I need to focus in school and work. I absolutely love my job, it is very satisfying and my brain is working non-stop. I have a stack of work to get to next week but I think it can wait. School needs more attention too...I can't wait until this summer is over, I hate summer. I wish it were winter already. I need perfect grades, no distractions, and more involvement. Oh and a haircut I guess...

Life sucks so much sometimes!!!!!!! D= but once you're down it can only get better, right?!?